Just the same...

Time hasn't been at all kind to me lately. Now that im finally back to blog; expecting for something new, yet its the same old shit again. Hoping was never really a thing for me, after letting out it should at least feel abit more comfortable. But it didn't i wonder why? Thoughts and endless guesses, feelings that concludes those are now gone alright, taken over by something else now. Those sharp tingling pain making their way down to your toes and up again. What was i thinking, fate has never been kind to me; never once. Yet, tonight for the first time in my life, i was hoping that it did. It's weird im drinking again...

Paused awhile for some inspirations. I guess i just have to close it up once again. Opening was definitely a bad idea. Look at me now, a desperate soul wishing to forget. No, dying to... my blogs getting kinda stupid, now that i think of it. Im rather emo with my entries. Its almost about time to stop...

Down with sickness...

Finally down with a fever, suspected of dengue again. The aches on my bones never seems to go away, the heaviness in my head. I think im officially going kook. Haven't been able to find time to sit back and relax with a cup of tea in hand, all those made me forget that i had a life lifestyle will soon come to an end. It ever seems so likely that things or time passes real slow when you actually found an objective or a goal to look forward to. The suspense they say, but its killing me as it should. Shooting zombies on my comp, trying hard to master those head shot techniques. Ever wondering, how would it be like if the world somehow got infested by zombies, and your one of the only few remaining survivors thats immune to the deadly strain of virus; somehow. Armed with only a handgun, bullets are obviously limited. I believe those hard trained head shot only techniques would be put to good use. Though, surprisingly it seem kinda cool in a way. Beats me, but like i said, im going kookoo....