Emo- highness

All that merciless proposal writing are finally at and end. From here on proposal's would be history. No more sleepless nights worrying about not being able to complete proposals and documents all so for the sake of this world. Its the end.

Many times in life, have i not constantly wandered upon the face of silence; silence that brought coldness and emptiness. Walking upon the stairs of destiny, not knowing where one is going; up or down? Only the sisters of fate would know. Many believe destiny to be in thy hands; yet always played in the end. Was destiny in thy hands or were thy in Destiny's? Many have come to reason with life; the all so many things it brought upon; cratering with the hammer of all so called "Justice". Was justice meant to be given in place of judgement? Yet the question is not within thee. Ones who looked upon life in solitude receives more in reasons of thoughts; ones that proved of nothing but theories and mere rubbish. "Thou shall wait for Judgement" But who shall Judgement wait? 

Was it not meant for i to find thee? Long has i climbed this stairs of wait, when will it ever end or tell i where its headed. "The eagerness at heart brought silence and coldness thus the emo-highness....."

Crazy Past 2

Past 2 days, no actually the past whole week, ever since exam started. My eyes was closing up, slowly. The pressure wasn't actually affecting me without me realizing until now. Reflection was what i needed, where am i heading now? What do i wana do? Maybe, who knows. What ever im doing now ain't right. Thats what i thought, somehow. 

Lisza

She said hi on my first day of tuition. Then again, it was due to that "HI" that we started talking and ended here as we are, best friends. She is really a strong headed woman, to what i see, she knows how to handle her emotions pretty well, she has what i call a wise mindset. She knows when to let go and such, knows when to do things at the right time.  She came and celebrated my bdae with me, it was awesome, we sang our hearts out with all so emo songs. It was great, though as expected, something bad happened while two other friends was suppose to com as well, they bailed out last minute, and so i would have to pay for them. I didn't have cash that time and lisza offered to pay for me. All she did was smiled and said "its ok shawn, as a bdae treat!" I felt really bad having her to pay but at the same time touched. Shes really a great fren. 

We always have the crazy shout aloud sessions in tuition classes. Buying bread before and after classes. Bottomline is, shes really a wonderful friend, im so so so so lucky to have met you. Thank you lisza! keep smiling and ROCKING! lol

Sorry, yesterday post was just temporary.... lol

Happy Mothers Day!

ITs mother's day today. Took my mom out for dinner hitting our favorite Escargots in Victoria's. 

Drinks were awesome....

 

 When the bill came we realised that the price of the drinks we ordered was way awesome!

          My Mum n Dad 

 Heh! Splendid expression! Rock on MUM! Happy Mother's Day! Now get me an XBOX! XP

 

Physics, screwed 100%

Buds, that bloom?

The flowers destined to bloom,

       Yet some are soon to doom.

Hours bathe in morning dew,

Yet chances are so few

Why can't i just pretend,

things are just so tense...

Like a bird free in the sky,

ever knowing where it lies..

Then why some still lose it's way,

even before the sun starts the day.....

Dancing with the angels.

Its been quite a while since i last wrote something poet-ish. Well, i wonder if i've lost em XP.

The clouds gave way, 

more than ever to dominance of say.

there was light,

projecting in streams under night.

Drums echoed the air, 

while the wind embraces his hair.

It was Judgement,

many thought yet imminent.

the wind screamed in siren,

and the world was silent.

Brink of an end,

yet he has just begun. 

Under light,

There were many taking flight.

Many with wings,

that howled a decent sing.

They hovered low,

sweeping life as they go.

It was inevitable,

yet there was one who was able.

His steps combined a contrasting beat,

as he crossed the wing's with speed.

Steps light as light,

he put up a heartfelt fight.

Judgement took anger,

and proceeded to mangle.

Has he not done enough?

Or was he meant to bluff?

As judgment approached,

the world saw from angles,

a man who danced with the angels.

Judgement came upon with a sword,

that took his heart naught.

"Judgement is not one given upon by others, instead one thats given upon by oneself."

-Song-