been a while.

Its been a while. Nothings change; 2007 finally wrapping up to make way for 2008! Ahh the horror. Come to think of it, its spm next year. Wonder if i will be able to pass expecially when my BM sucks to a certain degree of mere beyond possibilites. Imma goner! Give me hearties mates! Aww man just wanna go through next year QUICK QUICK QUICK! and get high school over with!

College college! Seems like the awaitin paradise of nuthing but freedom and perhaps temptations! I foresee a flying here n there shawn in the coming years. Never stationary in one place or another. Always bouncin around like usual "Huu Huuu HUUU! Its Tiggger BOUNCIN TIME!" Bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy!



Time bounded in time,
Sphere of rusted dime,
the days speaks haste,
from phase to phase.

Cherry blossoms in the coming spring,
or was it autumn that took its beauty.
of laughter and regrets,
pollution and corruption,
Left with emptiness and the chills of the wind,
Filling up the voids long exist.

Upon the changes of season,
creeping in the color crimson..
Come the end of days,
to face our last phase. . .

Hear the sound of the hints,
Where nothing seems to mean,
to a place where nuthing seems.
a world that never was. .

Ring Out The Bells!

Troubles troubles,
on the doubles,

Haste in the spring,
gone like a print,

Hourglass of days,
cast aside like hays;

Promised ways,
or mere play?

Change is at hand,
but reluctant I am;

Right or wrong?
yet its just a song,

Was it time of days,
or days that timed?

Things feel so blocked,
Like birds that flew in flocks.

Take time to rest?
or to confess?

Was it not feelings,
that took the prime prince?

Cursed the days may be,
blinded my eyes may be,

Give up will not,
or be tying the knot.

CHRISTMAS IS NEAR!!

The Creator ( NEW PROJECT!)

Some might find this drawing very Final fantasy well.. ya your right i got the inspiration from final fantasy. haha anways.. still works for me! HA!

Allright guys, this is my new project that i have been working on. Im sort of trying to maintain the concept of the original project "Forbidden Element" while bringin it to a whole new level. I dont know how to describe but this is the draft summary of it. ENJOY!


.:: The Creator ::.

Tore is one troubled teen in his sixteens,facing lives obstacle while trying to cope with his solitude. Tore may seem like any other teenager but there is more than ordinary behind that dark messy hair of his. Times are usually spent reading and writing about worlds he imagined and stories that flutters with fantasy. One day, he found an old note book while on his way home from school. Pitying the old notebook, he decided to bring it home. After all, the notebook was unusually well to his liking. As usual he started drafting on another story set in a world called Craetia. It wasn't long before he began writing it in the old notebook he found.

Things became very queer one particular afternoon where he met a car accident while heading home from school. Apparently he was rushing home to finish the last few pages of his story. There were flashes of light and soon things started to blur until there was nothing but darkness...

Tore soon find himself waking up underneath a great shady tree.Miles and miles of grassland surrounded him, his eyes raced across the green land until finally a huge metropolis came slowly into view. HE was in a place he had never been, it wasn't long before Tore realized the familiarity behind this strange place. For what he saw was more than just any grassland or city, but a world he created, a world by the name of Craetia.

"How did he end up in this place?" "Is this real or was everything about his life before he woke up in this place a dream?" Tore now search desperately for answers, exploring a new world or possibly a new life. He will soon discover that he possesses
a very powerful element or what would be later known as the Forbidden Element and that he must learn to control it and learn to be who he was, a Creator.

Our story is set in a world filed with fantasy, friendship, courage and love.

" A boy seeks desperately for answers, but he will soon realize
That he is actually lost withing himself."

Just got off..

Just got off a conversation with Shawn . Obviously he called, seriously i do not know what is the purpose behind that call. Because he seem to be crapping bout himself more rather than chatting with me. All bout how EXPOSED he was after having to contact with the working world and stuff and that my brain had its probs tonight. How unexposed i was and YADA YADA YADA. I think we ALL GET the picture dont we?

Its 5 plus and im still up. Well for "normal" poeple, they get up usually around this time. the only difference being, i stayed up while they got up. C-U-T-E! Aww man im so so so so hungry right now, i feel like i could swallow a cow whole. Went out "yum sui" with kev, sim n mandy. just now. ( i think i ACCIDENTALLY consumed caffeine ; or i wouldn't be in this hyped up pathetic don't know what else to crap state.)

Apologies my fellow blog readers for my infrequent updates. Though i am trying very hard to blog every so and then. You know me, my blogs and posts aren't usually bout what happen to me or what i did everyday. but more to the philosophical stuff. Stuff to do with what i think rather than what i do. So for that would seriously need inspiration and and time to make it happen. Yup you've guessed it, bottom line, NO FREQUENT updates from here on. really Sorry but the thing is i don't have a comp at home,( ya i know the shame.... ARGH!)But i do guarantee a SUPER DUPER long post whenever i get the chance to blog. At least to make up for my soon to be infrequent update habit.

Wow i have to say. Its December already. Such haste in the passings of time,So many moments filled with no matter anger, sadness or joy are now slowly flowing away down in the river of time. Things are certainly different now, as it may seem. But i cant help but to feel that i am like a stone in the river of time, ever so reluctant to move along with the currents.

I would be expecting next year with a few major changes. Things arent really going especially when your monkeying around. peoples change ya that certainly the truth, i accept that but why change to be an annoying person rather than a better person? I just wanna enter next year as someone whose hardly noticeable. Be able to slip through next year with haste.And of course say farewell to highschool.

Don't know why, somehow I've learn yet another few things in life. well although recently. " Silence is Golden" , "defeat is Victory". haha im sure evryone knows the first one so i shan't be touching on it but the latter. " Defeat is victory" Well in some situation, admitting defeat is actually the way to win. Like for example, in arguments going with the flow and not arguing may prove flawless in the long run. After all, they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. LET THE FUTURE AND THE RESULTS DO THE TALKING!. I realized that somehow being too competitive makes you proud, and its not really a good thing.The higher you climb the harder you fall. SO will shall see where the path of our choices leads us shall we? TO sucess or failue i dare not say. Still be weary of unexpected things . Things that can never be seen or calculated.

Right, I shall pen off here.(pen off? WTH! More like fingers off... haha) Fear not for this is not the only post i will be posting. There will be more regarding bout my new upcoming project "Creator", will explain more on the next post. FYI i have canceled the original project "Forbidden Crisis" Like i Said will explain more on the next post. Adios n good night!