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Aww man, im getting a flu. Lalala. My sexy flu voice is calling to me. Mwahahaha. I sound sexy when i get flu. especially when i sing. Nah nothing but mere words of flattery trying just to cheer myself up. There are more things to give attention to then myself these days or rather. Busy are the days of seniorism. MOre and more work of pressure but especially ones that never comes with joy.

What wonders there maybe that fills this place, silent is the ticking of time. I cant see whats footing around path astray. MAny happenings of late that confuse and never abides. Ones that go seemingly out of control in many ways than one; in ways that one may never know of.

The world cracks with excitement, songs of no reason. Sung by fools of the night. Crazy are times these days. Never ending errands that tire the soles of travellers on the path that never ends. ...

Smile!

Wow, some crazy ass year 2008 is. Incredible the is way of life this year, seemingly wonderfully hectic. Just a mere fraction of the total amount of homework is already enough to make you go crazy and stress all day.

Well, no matter how stressful in times or situation, try very hard to smile. It works everytime. Take a deep deep breath and release very very slowly. Imagine all inpurities and anger or whatsoever flowing slowly out of you. Well if it still doesnt work you could try KILLING someone. LOL

Good Byes the hardest word.

Just learnt that a good friend of mine is leavin. Ya i know sad sad news. Turns out that his leaving for Australia on th 15th of Feb. Haiz. gonna seriously miss him man. ITs just hard ya know, all this while, so used to seeing him n hearing his voice, imagine after the 15th, there wont be any of that anymore.

I dont know why but maybe recently i've been so stressed over meetings and plus i just learned the news yesterday, i literally broke down and cried. Really gonna miss him man.

Good Byes really the hardest word. Will update more soon .

(P.S i just hate saying goodbye.)

Pressure Pressure.

ITs only the first official week since school started, yet pressure's already catching up on me. Its over my head, pressing hard. Work work work, so much to do especially when i have to finish up the "50 karangan" that i owe. Serious business man. MAn.. and trees too. big events are coming up. meetings and more meetings would be the case plus more and more plannings. Lalala what a way to go, but come to think of it, its actually kinda fun considering the fact that whatever thats happening here revolves around my interest field, well except the karangan part lol. I mean who would actually seriously consider copying karangans as their interest?

Well, other than work, it all comes down to coming of age pressure. Lala im not sure about alot of things, ever so suddenly perhaps, maybe im losing my mind? Life is like a roller coaster ride. Up and down sometimes even through loops. Explains our teenage raging hormones causing u to have weird weird fantasies. *tell me bout it.

Life as a senior.

Life as a senior and the fact that its the last year in school would be somewhat different than the previous years. More pressure or maturity? More freedom or fun?
Hard to say hard to say.

Life is definitely getting real hectic this year. Especially when its SPM this year. The war of the students will come. "The shroud of the darkside has just fallen, began the student wars has." There will come a day where hope seems lost, heros will fall. And yet it will also be the time where many will find courage to face their darkest fears; SPM.

Time to seek new ways and new counsel is at hand. Work forth against the pressing time, return not the old ways but come anew. Great perils lies ahead.. . .will update soon..