Wednesday, October 31, 2007

LIfe WithoUt the Internet.



Hmm yup yup yup. LIfe without internet, is certainly not just any life, but a life without meaning. ITs like asthough you are totally barred from the outside world. MAkes you feel a little more lonely which i already am. Here i am, sitting down in the cybercafe, bloggin yet after so long. LIfe is so much better now. Especially when i finally found someone. HAha. Dou not exactly but very similiar to me. Although sumtimes our way of thoughts may differ, we are basically that same opposites. ITs like his actually the one i've been talking to all my life. THe one tat exists within me, my otherself.

ITs just weird, i mean at first. BUt after a well; u found out (well thank god) there are some differences between us. Thats a good thing dou. If sumone were to have another exactly the same. Then it would be like havong another clone. Which would be so so so boring. I dunnoe. juST LOVE him. FOr everything. THe way he is. and everything. Sumhow, he keeps tellin me that one shouldnt just stick with only one. ONe should never stop running the path in which to find more friends. Well for me, it doesnt really matter i stick with one or two, its doesnt really matter i stop running or not. Cause theres this one thing tat would never change. And that is i've found him. and he is very important to me well that would certainly never change too. HAha. So i guess.. it makes no difference whether i find anyone else besides him in the future. Cause asking me to find more friends is like asking me to prepare to give up on the one i have now. I know that in this world, nothing is permanent. Well if u look at it this way.. TATS THE BLODDY POINT!!! Its not permanent ! Which is why u try hard to make it last longer. IF not life would REALLY REALLY THEN BE MEANINGLESS!..

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Meaningless Days;



I remember the last time i sat around the desk doing nothing was just five minutes ago. Only just another usual routine to complete yet another meaningless day. But i never seems to wonder the reason why; cause i never do. Sometimes; no not sometimes, alot of times; its not bout what happens after is about what happens now. As a teenager; we are suppose to think irrationally; never think of consequences, action without thoughts. Why? Cause thats what we do!~ Which is why we are called teenagers. Nya.. its just life. Flowing on and on the lake of whimsical moodiness, maybe moldiness too? ha ha.Its just weird, most of the time we don't give a damn bout this and that. Who and how.Its only bout me me me me me me ME! Yeah, ME! True everyones selfish. But to think that I am even selfish to myself? Then who is there to do it to? It just doesn't make sense.Yeah, exams coming; no its already here. And guess what I'm doing . . .. . . BINGO! I'm blogging! Nothing like finding lame excuses just to get out of my room. Just to skip revision. Ahhhh! Face it, I'm lazy! HALLELUJAH! Ya, we all have the same kinda problem. But i doubt its as serious as mine. haha. Well i'll be praying that somehow, miraculously my results will turn out O-K-A-Y!? Pray for me guys if u haven't; well if you have keep up the GOOD work! Pray more!? LOL

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Standin Alone;





Standing alone on the tallest places helps u to realise things you've never had or even though you could before. See the world in a grain of sand, HEY THEY ALL LOOK LIKE ANTS DOWN THERE! Vice-versa, imma big giant up-there! Its amazing how life runs and spins around like a tropical sphere, never knowing when it might stop or would it even stop? Everyday we live our lives among billions and billions of ppl. PPl ranging from very different varieties, yes variesties and walking on different vaults in life. BUt little did we know that we are actually walking in circles, facing the same patterns everyday, it will only be noticable when we actually stop walking, climb to the highest place and view the world, or merely the little town your living in. It feels so much different, as though you can do anything. Plus, it has some sort of a soothing effect, where all your troubles or worries of the day; just vanished and swept away. Your literally free! Ya free as a bird. . . .

Loyal readers of my blog, i think you would have notice many dramatical changes in my life; well suffice to say, its getting better now. Especially when one finally found his path in life; his destiny! I WILL BE PURSUING MUSIC FROM HERE ON, FOR ONCE IMMA DO SOMETHING IMPORTANT AND MEANINGFUL, HOPEFULLY TO BRING JOY TO PPL. ENTERTAIN THEM, POSSIBLY DEN, THEN I MEAN I WOULD TRULY BE HAPY AND BE ABLE TO FIND MYSELF ONCE AGAIN! HALLELUJAH!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Lifes a Long Road . . .



In life its all bout walking the path laid before you, or u can create an other. Its all bout making choices on where your next direction would be, North? South? East? West? It doesnt matter, whichever direction you may choose to go, whatever decision you make in life, as long as you've made it; don't regret, don't even bother. Because your regrets and doubts will pull you down and cloud your vision. Once you've made up your mind, go all out and do your best. Don't waste time thinking that if you've made another choice whatever things you might have or might not have after. Don't think bout all that, don't waste your time. Remember, 'Fortune favors the bold.'. Even said or promised that there'll be rewards n benefiets, it all still comes down to your determination and hardwork! Clearly, a truth in life indeed.

Although sometimes, you may find walking life's road abit too hard, but do not forget. You were never alone from the start, everyone's walking a path very similar to yours; some might even be walking with you. . . .bear in mind, you are not alone.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Thursday, August 23, 2007

. : : Forbidden Crisis : Resurrection : : .
Prologue



<< Part 1: The Dark Wars (Concerning the Element) >>

It is pretty much unclear about the origins of the Forbidden Element, mainly because all its recordings were erased from the archive almost 10 years ago; during the Dark Wars.

But according to the Prophecy; the Forbidden Element is some-sort of special life force created during periods of chaos. When life is being depleted constantly and death prevails, the forbidden element would be activated.

War is one major factor concerning the Element's birth; however, there are evidence showing its existence way before time; during the dawn of the world. Many believed it to be so powerful, that it can even crash the sky down to the grounds.

The world exist in the presence of the two elements, life and death. Both elements coexists, keeping balance. Thus, when death is forced upon greatly, generally overwhelms life; resulting in the destruction of the world.

Due to that, in which case; when death overwhelms, the life element will vibrate violently, unable to withstand the essence of death. Like ying and yang, they must have equal quantity, balance; either side possesses more will generate reactions. Through this reaction, having collided with the death element; thus the Forbidden Element is born.

During the construction of the Element, it took the form of a human, a human called Danshura.

* * *

10 years ago, on the outskirts of Urae. A huge battle raged between men and their brothers shook the earth. Footsteps could be heard reverberating throughout the atmosphere, sounding into the hearts of either. Those were dark times, after all it was due to greed that the very essence of men fell; plunging the world into darkness.

They fought for their so-called "pride and freedom", excuses used not only for war, but even the sacrifices of the innocent. There were only so much sorrow, that life seemed ever so meaningless.

The vary races fought, leaving no room for mercy. During, such critical times, someone took the opportunity to factorize his victory. Lucius Lloyd was this one man; he knew the one weakness in men, and used it against them. Suffice, he emerged victorious.

All races including men, had no choice but to bow down to this new Emperor. Though his victory was short lived, the ones who felt threatened under his rule, gathered and unite; forming an Alliance which was known as the "Desperate Alliance", be it through history. As expected, it was war all over again, yet darker.

That night, a battle that would change the world and leave its mark in history was about to begin. Footsteps echoed like war drums, forces took sides; prepared.

Lucius' massive army, with a size of hundred thousands roared fear into hearts of the righteous; decreasing their morale. The battle soon begun after a long pause, forces from each side crashed at the command of their generals.

The battle went on, deaths multiplied as each soldier fell from their stands, bereft of life. When everything seems about to come to end, when victory was near; the tides turned. More reinforcements arrive, only this time, ten times more than its last; surrounding the Alliance.

It was a saddening moment, the Alliance, every single soldier down to its last, felt as though their hearts were ripped from its place. Being impossibly out-numbered, their hopes perished, it was over; they've lost.

Smiling, Lucius ordered his army to struck the final blow, closing in.

"ALLIANCE! WE, ARE THE FREE PEOPLE OF URAE! STAND YOUR GROUND AND FIGHT! FOR THE PAST MISTAKES WE"VE MADE! FOR WE"VE SINNED! WE MUST PROTECT WHAT WE CAME HERE TO PROTECT, OUR HOME! " roared
a commander of the Alliance.

"TO THE DEATH!-"

And so it began, the final stand between the Alliance and the Lucian Army. Forces from both sides collided, colors of darkness and bright; as though waves of black were swallowing them whole.

Moments later, unexpected it was, more likely to be a miracle; the grounds supporting Lucius' army cracked apart, sending thousands and thousands of Lucian army down to the depths all around.The Alliance paused, watching as their enemies fall into the hard cold cracks, curious; what they saw next was a dark figure, standing within them, in the heart of their formation.

It was the Forbidden Element, Danshura. All, gazed in awe, thoughts of battle forgotten. Their tables had turned once again, now, with the Element on their side, it was inevitable.

And so they fought, depleting the enemies fast, down to the very last.

Whats was left, were just bodies and smell of blood. They've won; it was a hard fought battle. Yet, it wasn't over; a horribly strong amount of pressure filled the atmosphere, making it hard to breathe. It as-though their chests were being caved in. Some terrible force was surrounding the air, consuming energy from their bodies.

Thee weak, not being able to with stand the force, fell to the ground, unconscious; hundreds follow suit. Yet, it did not end there, the remaining ones who were still struggling with the horrible pressure, were now seeing visions of their worst fears, experiencing death in their minds. A force yet enough to strike fear; ' What!? WHAT is DOING this- ' with that another fell to the ground, presumably dead.

The sky darkened, making the situation even more gothic.
Smoke were rising, generated from the battle earlier; one couldn't see far, with all that obstacle.

From a-far, a figure came slowly into view. Long cloak bellowing from behind him, and his hair dancing elegantly by the wind; Lucius Lloyd.

The atmosphere soon got even more deadly, with intense murderous intent. Lucius Lloyd, is no ordinary man. He was once a man with great honor, and gifted powers since birth; after-all, he was one of the greatest warriors ever recored in history.

Rain started to fall, washing away stains of blood and war; smoke dissipated; hissing into the air. A battle between immortals was about to begin.

Danshura took his steps forward, and confronted the one man so powerful whom they called the Dark One.



<< Part 2: Rise of the Organization Sinus XII . . . >>

Organization Sinus XII is a corporation dealing with absolutely almost anything. A major company founded by a man called Sinus Cruz. It consists of 12 groups, each lead by 12 very powerful people. The corporation came into existence shortly after the Dark Wars, where the world was in need of supplies. Suffice to say, it quickly climbed its way to the top with very few difficulties, achieving the status of "MOTHER" to all other companies existing in Urae.

* * *

After the death of Danshura; the forbidden element. Man and their brothers performed a funeral ceremony. Marking the day as an independence day, as it was the day their great hero died and freed them from darkness.

During the funeral of Danshura, a scientist by the name of, Fuse Edward; had so much curiosity on the powers of the forbidden element, convinced him to steal a sample of Danshura's blood.

Back in his lab, he then began cloning the blood, multiplying its quantity; knowing that it could be the key to unlimited source of energy or perhaps more. Due to his lack of funds, his experiments and research were forced to a halt. He soon had no choice but to seek help from a very powerful man, Sinus Cruz.

Sinus Cruz is the Leader of the organization Sinus XII, an organization that deals with absolutely anything. From the import and export of food supplies to the exquisite military weapons.

Cruz, having notice the a great opportunity to even greater power, agreed to help the scientist Fuse; investing in his experiments, hence the Experimental Labs of the Forbidden Elements (E.L.F.E) came into existence. Having a private island of its own, Fuse could continue his research and experiments with much success.

For the next 2 years, everything went well, as expected; the organization benefited from the experiments. Much more usage to the forbidden element was discovered. Seeing this, Cruz gave instructions to clone the forbidden element; this time not only to multiply its quantity, but to clone another Danshura itself.

Cruz, had been planning to take control of the world; having greed, with already so much power and status in hand, he hungers for more. All this hidden behind his ever kind and caring mask that the world recognized so dearly.

Countless attempts have been taken, but came to no avail. The forbidden element is one matter that is too complex and pure; still not much information about it has been acquired. After-all, the experiments began from the sample Fuse took almost 2 years ago; although there is enough blood to clone another being, it was no longer original, at least theoretically.

Fuse didn't give up, being obsessed with yet even more curiosity; he researched day and night, seeking the last final piece to the puzzle. Before long, his research lead him to the discovery of the rare class 49 blood type; the only existing blood capable of merging with the forbidden element. A blood type so rare, that finding a person bearing it is almost impossible.

He began his search for the person with this rare blood type, it was a long bitter journey; like as though finding a needle in the sea.

Luck it was, he was able to find that person, a boy in-fact; yet its the son of his lab assistant, his best friend; Vincent Hearts. It was a terrible truth, knowing that he couldn't bring himself to use his best friend's son for the experiment.

Words soon reached Cruz's ears. He ordered the boy to be captured; a boy by the name of Roxus Hearts.

Knowing this, Vincent told his wife to take Roxus and his sister to run. "Do not let them catch you! I can't live to see my son become an experiment or even die! Now GO!"

He had prepared a transport for his family, but the organization was too big a corp to run from. Cruz had almost unlimited resources. The boy was taken, and his family killed.

Having trying to escape his son from the organization, Vincent was charged with obstructing and preventing the happenings of an experiment; Law 361, verse 2; and was made to see his own son become an experiment.

The experiment went well, involving the complete transfusion of the cloned blood of the Forbidden Element. But Fuse miscalculated, although the rare class 49 blood type is the only blood type suitable for the merging of the forbidden element. The boy's physical body is not that of the forbidden element.

Due to this drawback, there are counter-effects and negative consequences; being that a tremendous amount of complex energy is trapped in a body not capable of releasing it completely, a psychological form is created; a personality of its own. Just a slight change in emotion, it heightens the possible activation of this new personality. Resulting in schizotomia; a medical term in which a person has split personalities.

At just age of 4, Roxus Hearts activated the forbidden element for the first time, not being able to control it, he destroyed the whole island of the E.L.F.E.

Since then, there had been no news or any sign of the boy; many believed that he died along with the destruction of the island.

Our story starts off 12 years after the incident, concerning the re-surface of the new Forbidden Element; Roxus Hearts. . .



. : : End of Prologue : : .

"The Fate of the world,
rests on a boy,
Who seeks his lost memories. . ."


Notes:

Welcome to Forbidden Crisis . . .

Forbidden Crisis (c) 2007
Emails: arise_dead@hotmail.com

Saturday, August 04, 2007

WheeW a week of seminars!



Yeah, a week full of seminars. HAha Loved it, especially the last day. Response were SUPERB and way unexpected. Just wish i can touch more and more people in the future, love interacting. Phew, today's job was to look after the checkpoint during treasure hunt, groups after groups came to complete their task of charades. Boy, sure it was interesting haha. Looking forward for more events like this..

Recently, ever since i found the Macro function in my cam i've been taking cool pictures.. check it out!



Wednesday, August 01, 2007

IT wasnt meant to be, Busy Day of public speakinG.




LOL. TOdays a busy day, had to conduct a seminar for the REACT campaign. Was the presenter and well basically everything went smoothly THANK GOD! IT was unexpected, i mean the reaction the audience gave. When i first took over the mic, the audience was like wassup?! lol which was wad i did during the launching day during assembly on monday. And somehow it became my signature style . Although i heard that some teachers wenrt too happy bout it dou. I wonder why? Was i too over? That was wad i heard dou, hmm seriously i cant imagine how the seminar would go on if it wasnt funny n formal.....

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Stress stRess Day, Weird WeirD dreAms!

Its been ever so busy since i joined the Tress Programme. Got to do alot of designing stuff, felt as if i was really working in a advertising company especially with all those tight deadlines and all. Well my part in the trees programme is almost coming to a close, not to mention tat i got my job done; well although except one, the presentation thats supposed to be ready this mon. Oh man, tight, really tight deadline this is. Whats worse is tat my minds totally empty right now, i cant think. What should i do? I mean its so stressful.... im stressing and stressing. . .

Recently im having weird dreams, dreaming of doing things i would never do. At least thought of doing but, its just weird. Im a little scared dou, you know of myself and all. ITs just so weird that im doing stuff thats absolutely crazy in the dream. Some say dreams are a refelction of whats in ur heart, the stuff that you try so hard to hide or keep away from. Or you can say, its a reflection of ur true self. OR maybe im just thinking too much.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

DAORAE ! Once in a Life tIme ~


DAORAE ; Korean BBQ! It was a memorable night. The lightings, atmosphere; everything was perfect! Its something i've not tried before. . . a birthday dinner at DAORAE! The BBQ was great! The food, kimch (vegetables) Ahhh all so so so GREAT! Not to mention that it was the first ever time i went out with friends to eat in such an EXP restuarant. WooTs~ Almost thought we were already adults for a moment there. UN-believeable.

Thnx Guys! Will update more soon.. along with pictures!















Hoo? Testing the appetizer!? hmm... its a weird new taste..... but nice.















Hmmmm! the best BBQ in the world! DELICIOUS!
















SERVING THE MEE~!!! YAY!
















The DAORAE GANG!


Haha that night was indeed memorable.Wish there will be more nights like this...












Sunday, March 25, 2007

My Master Piece!!!!!


See that? My MASTER-PIECE. Its a dvd i made dedicated to a friend, Jia Qing. Her birthday;s coming. And we are planning to celebrate next week. Its a really big project dou, spent almost 2days trying to complete it. Suffice to say, i didnt sleep during that 2 days; maybe im too exited or so.. haha.



Well, This specially created D.B.S.K menu its designed by me of course n it serves a very big purpose as a SURPRISE! IT is inside the Dvd itself dou it has an own specific section. JUST FOR LAUGHS! She really loves D.B.S.K! Haha.. IT is Encoded with the song 'Tonight" by D.B.S.K! wow huh? haha

Hope she will like it ! XP cause present here is very diff from any presents out there, its just filled with so much memorable moements we've shared during this past 3 months. Maybe more than that. Our feelings ........

Our Book of Memories; forged

It had been quite a while since i've last touched the meaning or relived the feelings of happiness. It had never quite happened to me before. I this while i thought i was a lone-ranger, destined to walk a path of solitude. But i was wrong. Hence, i saw the light tat saved me from loneliness. It was a catastrophic experience, yet still powerful enought to make me cry.

It was a wonderful evening i had with a bunch of ppl that after so long; even i couldn't belive it, could finally call 'friends'. Weird eh? But it was nice, really nice. We ate, drank and did almost everything together. IT was reall fun. Just wish that such a feeling will not seek to disrupt itself. At least strong enough to mantain its current momentum.

Maybe after that warming evening. Haha, our friendship is getting deeper and stronger by the minute. But all this wont end i hope. I really hope. Though i don't really remember how did we ever get this thing going. How it even started... But why care? haha, let us just enjoy this every moement, together. . .

We'll soon be doing 'ParaDI's' soon. And haha , i will be dancing in the rain. COOL ehx? haha, yup do expect a great finish ! It will be uploaded onto youtube once the shooting n edits are done. It wont be too long before u see Rain's 'In My Bed' paradi Video. Woots~ so excited.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Valentines.... Who?

Valentines is coming. But who will be mine? Not really looking forward to it. It has not meaning in it for me. At least not for now. It seems almost so long ago since i last celebrated Valentines. Maybe its all fated you know. Valentines isnt a day for me.

Cant forget my first. Thats the thing. But why do i always cling on to the past despite telling myself not to. Its so ironic. I cant move on. Which is pricisely why i would fail. No.. i HAVE failed. Trying to forget but i wont let go.


Valentines oh Valentines,
Gazing at the moon from the pines.
My heart feels empty,
And my soul is shifty.

Memories flashed,
Hearts fled...

Oh Valentines, Valentines,
Remember the times...
When we were in our primes.

Our happy moments,
Our loving pavement...

Valentines Oh Valentines,
When will it be the time?
The days of our prime?

{Valentines Poem by Shawn CSC (c) 2007}

hAiz.. And all i can do now is to recite poems. Im a failure.
Valentines? Who?