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Was it the unfrequent sleeping time or was it something else? My backs aching again; old scars. I forgot how many times i've searched the kitchen for something to bite yet im still in hunger. Been having weird weird dreams lately, maybe its a sign of something. Flowers that bloom late and scatter in the face of fall; im depressed.  These dreams involved someone, and it always leaves me in that dark corner every-time; yearning to see that someone again. When i looked, i can never see his face clearly. Thats depressing somehow, yet i know he may only just exist in my dreams. That comforting feeling, that i'll never be alone; i would do anything to feel that again, even for a moment. Friends, seemed unnecessary again. Alot of things comes to your mind eventually, especially when one's depressed. My days in the house kept me from the outside world, maybe its about time i take a walk outside. Breathe that cold morning air, bathe under that warm gaze of heaven. If you're ever coming into my life, just don't take too long.....