Friday, July 25, 2008

Spots

Thought my blog should have spots for a change. Been presenting my words in its old plain form for some time. The campus of time and records called me the other day, informing me of my recent mishap and amnesia of certain parts of my memory. Nothings boiling on the stove this time, yet I'm still here racing with time, or rather letting time slip by.  Words failed me, the hours ditched me; it wasn't after recent happenings that i summarized myself as being lost yet again.
Those peculiar moments in school, in which i hated so much for unknown reasons. Im stressing over things that may just as well non existence, unimportant. I love walking home these days, under the hot afternoon sun, letting its light slowly cook and bathe my skin with heat; Im not tanned, not one bit.  Like a sandwich, that looks rather not tanned yet cooked. Yes, Im cooked, awfully over-cooked. Time ticks and Im dreaming through as it worked. I rolled up a set of newspaper and started hunting flies that invaded my house. All that swoosh buckling action, almost too fit for a hollywood movie. The potential energy generated from the source of murderous intent made me triumph in my battle against the flies, but i have a feeling a round two is near. Somewhere over the rainbow, i sense a disturbance in the force.  
Pen and paper on my black desk gave me inspiration as i continue to imagine countless angles i could take if i had an awesome camera. Im crazy, Im crazy, Im crazy. But i love being crazy, having the feeling of absolute liberty and working towards an ideal dreams of an anarchist. 
Its the only thing i have that proved and reassured me i am nevertheless upmost different from the others or maybe perhaps the rest of the world. I know i don't want to be like them; i hate humans.

"If only something would deprive them of their selfishness; I have visions and dream of watching the world burn....."