Always wondering...

There i was, sitting by the window. Looking at the rain drops falling to the ground, there were a short moment of sadness somewhere but i can't seem to recall. Day by day, the people around me seems a little further away. Was it time or things that has brought them to that, or was it just themselves? There has to be a little contradiction somewhere, that has to be it. After all, they are living a healthy life, to most. Yet, more and more i feel as if the sky is about to fall. Busy with their lives maybe, they are forgetting or simply have no mood left after all that hassle. Having a drink or two without strict bookings used to be a tradition among close friends. Guys, update already. Im pissed, i don't know why. Im sad, i don't know why either. Its just i never really write about my happy moments much, i rather show them and hide the sad ones here....