Monday, February 16, 2009

Just the same...

Time hasn't been at all kind to me lately. Now that im finally back to blog; expecting for something new, yet its the same old shit again. Hoping was never really a thing for me, after letting out it should at least feel abit more comfortable. But it didn't i wonder why? Thoughts and endless guesses, feelings that concludes those are now gone alright, taken over by something else now. Those sharp tingling pain making their way down to your toes and up again. What was i thinking, fate has never been kind to me; never once. Yet, tonight for the first time in my life, i was hoping that it did. It's weird im drinking again...

Paused awhile for some inspirations. I guess i just have to close it up once again. Opening was definitely a bad idea. Look at me now, a desperate soul wishing to forget. No, dying to... my blogs getting kinda stupid, now that i think of it. Im rather emo with my entries. Its almost about time to stop...