The star blinker

I found resonance in my head's radio. Creepy noises shoved me to believe in the boogie man that haunts the underneath of my bed. The nights and days now passing like frames that plays a thousand to a second in a movie; almost unknowingly, yet memorable. The tides have turned, im being pressured greatly about my studies. One topic now in which i have phobia to talk about, i would usually seek avoidance. I can't remember exactly when was the last time i sighed looking up to the dark blue skies. Which reminds me, i saw a rainbow the other day; it rained that day. Past two days ago, my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. The warm sensation like waves going through my body, up to my head. Thoughts went wild and a certain stiffness somewhere. Eyes that killed and melted my heart. Oh why... cant it be any simpler?