Just got off a conversation with Shawn . Obviously he called, seriously i do not know what is the purpose behind that call. Because he seem to be crapping bout himself more rather than chatting with me. All bout how EXPOSED he was after having to contact with the working world and stuff and that my brain had its probs tonight. How unexposed i was and YADA YADA YADA. I think we ALL GET the picture dont we?
Its 5 plus and im still up. Well for "normal" poeple, they get up usually around this time. the only difference being, i stayed up while they got up. C-U-T-E! Aww man im so so so so hungry right now, i feel like i could swallow a cow whole. Went out "yum sui" with kev, sim n mandy. just now. ( i think i ACCIDENTALLY consumed caffeine ; or i wouldn't be in this hyped up pathetic don't know what else to crap state.)
Apologies my fellow blog readers for my infrequent updates. Though i am trying very hard to blog every so and then. You know me, my blogs and posts aren't usually bout what happen to me or what i did everyday. but more to the philosophical stuff. Stuff to do with what i think rather than what i do. So for that would seriously need inspiration and and time to make it happen. Yup you've guessed it, bottom line, NO FREQUENT updates from here on. really Sorry but the thing is i don't have a comp at home,( ya i know the shame.... ARGH!)But i do guarantee a SUPER DUPER long post whenever i get the chance to blog. At least to make up for my soon to be infrequent update habit.
Wow i have to say. Its December already. Such haste in the passings of time,So many moments filled with no matter anger, sadness or joy are now slowly flowing away down in the river of time. Things are certainly different now, as it may seem. But i cant help but to feel that i am like a stone in the river of time, ever so reluctant to move along with the currents.
I would be expecting next year with a few major changes. Things arent really going especially when your monkeying around. peoples change ya that certainly the truth, i accept that but why change to be an annoying person rather than a better person? I just wanna enter next year as someone whose hardly noticeable. Be able to slip through next year with haste.And of course say farewell to highschool.
Don't know why, somehow I've learn yet another few things in life. well although recently. " Silence is Golden" , "defeat is Victory". haha im sure evryone knows the first one so i shan't be touching on it but the latter. " Defeat is victory" Well in some situation, admitting defeat is actually the way to win. Like for example, in arguments going with the flow and not arguing may prove flawless in the long run. After all, they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. LET THE FUTURE AND THE RESULTS DO THE TALKING!. I realized that somehow being too competitive makes you proud, and its not really a good thing.The higher you climb the harder you fall. SO will shall see where the path of our choices leads us shall we? TO sucess or failue i dare not say. Still be weary of unexpected things . Things that can never be seen or calculated.
Right, I shall pen off here.(pen off? WTH! More like fingers off... haha) Fear not for this is not the only post i will be posting. There will be more regarding bout my new upcoming project "Creator", will explain more on the next post. FYI i have canceled the original project "Forbidden Crisis" Like i Said will explain more on the next post. Adios n good night!
